Poetry | Verge
June 23, 2020
what counts is i am not a victor — i am losing
but i’m writing it all down, all the chasing, the confusion
all the bruises and the ruins
she can’t love me, okay — moving
on means going faster
(i avoided a disaster)
and i’ll stay up all night
writing lines to make it matter
i could rip her heart out
and shove it down her throat
don’t test me i’ll do it
test me — she won’t
don’t tell me it’s “quite easy” being on your own
i wouldn’t know
the ghosts follow me home